Paint on a happy face…

I had a tough day today. Don’t know what it was but I was starting to have some horrible horrible feelings. My depression had me well and truly by the throat and I spent most of the day in bed. But then, I don’t know what it was, I just felt compelled to pile a tonne of make up on, bang on some clothes and head out. And thank goodness I did. 
We took a walk to our local sushi restaurant. The fresh air and good food did me the world of good. Now; realistically it’s not a miracle cure, but my mood was lifted and that is a win in my book. 
I took some pics too!
It was a little bit windy on the walk there, but I grabbed these outfit pics. It’s nothing special, but I thought I’d show off my new pumps from ASOS, they’re so cute, but I found they came up a bit small so after the walk there and back my heels are killing. Sob. The jacket is from Dorothy Perkins but pretty much sold out the day I bought it. 

Already half way demolished!

SQUID!!

Sushi face

Me and my girl

Cutie sushi

This is a pic of Michael taking a his very first selfie… I don’t think he’s quite got the hang of it!!

And yes, that’s spiderman stuck up a tree…

Pudding?

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13 Comments

  1. Ruth Binks on April 14, 2014 at 11:12 am

    Think I'm going to do this Bebe, I'm stuck indoors letting my anxiety win and worrying about things that haven't even happened yet.



    • Becky Barnes on April 15, 2014 at 5:20 pm

      It's easier said than done Ruth, but even if you can stand in the garden with the sun on your face for 5 minutes it's totally worth it. Sending hugs x x



  2. Molly @ The Move to America on April 14, 2014 at 3:47 pm

    I need to get out too – I don't suffer from depression or anxiety but I have got stuck in an unhappy rut as since I moved and living with flatmates, I don't have a space of my own. Can't wait to move out witht he Hubby – so in the meantime, I may just so what you did and get out for a bit!



    • Becky Barnes on April 15, 2014 at 5:21 pm

      Sometimes it's the little things that lift our mood. Hope you managed to get out for a little bit Molly! Hope you get moved in with hubby soon x x



  3. Nikki Michelle Morton on April 14, 2014 at 4:43 pm

    Thank you for this post! Personally i was having kind of a "meh" day too, and not really looking forward to meeting with friends. But this post really reminded me how much of a difference putting on a great outfit and some make up does!

    While I'm at it, can I just say thank you for an amazing blog. Before i discovered blogs like yours and other plus size bloggers', my confidence was at an all time low. Not any more! Your outfits are great and I love the pieces you write about body image and your experiences. Keep up the brilliant work!

    I hope that you feel better xxx



    • Becky Barnes on April 15, 2014 at 5:22 pm

      Aww hey Nikki! Thanks for your lovely words, so glad it helped a bit. I know it can be really difficult. Sending you huge BeBe hugs! x x x



  4. Just me Leah on April 14, 2014 at 11:06 pm

    I'm glad you found a bit of a cheer up in make up and fashion. It's therapy for me, absolutely! Looking good too. x x



    • Becky Barnes on April 15, 2014 at 5:22 pm

      Thank darling Leah. Love you heaps x x



  5. Patty_difusa on April 14, 2014 at 11:06 pm

    Oh I love sushi! So glad u got out a little bit of fresh air always helps xx



    • Becky Barnes on April 15, 2014 at 5:23 pm

      Thanks Patty, the sushi was awesome too!! x x



  6. kaytee on April 15, 2014 at 8:45 am

    I'm sorry your depression was getting to you, but glad you found a way to lighten the mood a bit. I always find chocolate to be a BIG help!! xx



    • Becky Barnes on April 15, 2014 at 5:23 pm

      Ahh thanks Kaytee, it really did me the world of good. And yes, the chocolate was a HUGE help!! lol x x



  7. Clare Brown on April 21, 2014 at 6:43 pm

    Oh well done you pulling on your glad rags & facing the world – it's bloody hard some days! Hooray for sushi & cute Poppy & Mr B to cheer you up – stay strong! 🙂